Insidious

Its what my hearts wants[it shouldnt hurt this bad],
Its what my mind says let go[it shouldnt hurt this bad],
Still I stay and play his game,
My mind is tellin my heart its a fool fa wantin you,
Victom of foolish heart,
Sad it seems[it saddens me],
Pitiful me[woe is me],
I lost my sanity jus so we could be[insidious is we],
I couldnt resist but to think change is comin,
I wanted it and this is what I got,
Mouth full of promises or should I say lies,
Things I heard I never seen, see, or saw,
I miss you[dont want to],
Love you[I want to],
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