Wednesday, July 18, 2012
A little change in color
I decided I wanted to change the color of my hair. My hair is black. I
wanted to add a little color to the tips of the front of my hair. The
tips were supposed to be red. I really wanted the tips to be blonde,
red, and purple fading into each other. I know that sounds like a bit to
much, lol. It would of been just a highlight, not too much. First off,
my resources for this to happen was very limited. All I had was Clairol
Pure White 40 and Kiss Express hair color in Truly Red. I Googled other
ways I could lighten my hair with at home products and only found
peroxide. I had peroxide, but I had used it before to lighten my hair
and didn't see much of a difference. I wanted to try household bleach,
but I was scared, lol. I Googled that too. Most people said my hair
would fall out. Definitely didn't want that, lol. I asked my mama she
told me I could use the Clairol Pure White 40 by itself to lighten my
hair. That's exactly what I did and it took FOREVER to start showing a
change. My hair only got a little bit lighter; dark brown. After I
washed that out, I put the Kiss color in. That couldn't give me the
color I wanted because my hair wasn't light enough. The tips of my hair
is now a dark maroon. Not the color I was looking for, but it doesn't
look bad.
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Facebook for my YouTube!
I'm thinking about a twitter, but that's too much for me, lol.
Am I the last virgin?
"Unlike
Webster's Ninth New Collection Dictionary, which says a virgin is "free
of impurity or stain; chaste; modest; unsilled," The Great Cosmic
Mother (Harper & Row Publishers, 1987)by Monica Soj?? and Barbara
Mor defines a virgin as a woman who is "one in-herself; not belonging to
a man." In the beginning, virginity had more to with sexual chasity.
The word was derived from a Latin root meaning strength, force, skill.
And I like that. The Great Cosmic Mother as a woman is my ideal: a
woman with her tightly coiled 'fro and taut but not waifish body, in
the tropical isles, of course, giving and receiving pleasure physically,
handling her business and not being owned by a soul. Even if it means
I'm the last one left, I hope to remain a virgin all my life."
- Tara Roberts
Essence(June 1994)
Pg. 118
I found this article a long time ago and thought I should share it with someone.
stone by stone.
I have a wall you cannot see
because its deep inside of me
It blocks my heart on every side
and help emotions there to hide
You can't reach in
I can't reach out
You wonder what its all about.
The wall I built
You cannot see
results are from inscurity
each time my tender heart was hurt
the scars with in grew worse and worse
so stone by stone my wall built inside of me
Please understand that is not you
continue trying to break through
i want so much to show myself
and love from you will really help
so bit by bit
chip at my wall
till stone by ston its starts to fall
i know the process will be slow
its never easy to let go of hurts and failures long ingraved
upon ones heart from years of pain
im so afraid to let you in,
theres still that chance i might get hurt again.
i try so hard to break the wall
but seem to get not where at all
for stone upon each stone ive stalked
and left between then not a crack
the only way to make it fall
Is imperfections in my wall
i did the best i could to built a perfect wall,
but yet there are still a few small flaws,
which are the key to breaking through the wall to me,
Please try an use each flaw,
to cause a crack
to knock a stone off the stack
please don't play me
as my wall may begin to build,
just try to love me
and the stones of my wall my just collapse
because its deep inside of me
It blocks my heart on every side
and help emotions there to hide
You can't reach in
I can't reach out
You wonder what its all about.
The wall I built
You cannot see
results are from inscurity
each time my tender heart was hurt
the scars with in grew worse and worse
so stone by stone my wall built inside of me
Please understand that is not you
continue trying to break through
i want so much to show myself
and love from you will really help
so bit by bit
chip at my wall
till stone by ston its starts to fall
i know the process will be slow
its never easy to let go of hurts and failures long ingraved
upon ones heart from years of pain
im so afraid to let you in,
theres still that chance i might get hurt again.
i try so hard to break the wall
but seem to get not where at all
for stone upon each stone ive stalked
and left between then not a crack
the only way to make it fall
Is imperfections in my wall
i did the best i could to built a perfect wall,
but yet there are still a few small flaws,
which are the key to breaking through the wall to me,
Please try an use each flaw,
to cause a crack
to knock a stone off the stack
please don't play me
as my wall may begin to build,
just try to love me
and the stones of my wall my just collapse
I built a wall of insecurity.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
I built to protect,
protect the things you cannot see.
Hide the things I even keep from myself
And most of all hide you from me.
I want you blind.
I keep a mean look on my face to keep them away.
Stay away, dont get too close.
I fear you breaking the one thing I need the most,
My heart.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
If you get in I'll push you out.
Push, kick, scream, and cry you out,
never to let back in.
I might smile once.
But, twice is too much.
Cause I know you can make me happy.
But, its when you make me regret thats hurts me at your best.
I wont look you in the eye,
just pass you by.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
I walk alone.
I walk nowhere it seems.
But, I run from you.
Play hide 'n' seek,
I hide and hope you never seek whats inside.
You compliment my phsyical appearence
And thats all I will let you see.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
You see my face, you know my fears, press my buttons to play your game.
I tell you nothing.
So, you will know nothing.
You cant feel my pain,
Or see it in my face.
I speak my words quietly and politely.
I say nice things in spite of my anger.
Strangers stay strangers.
No trust for friends.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
Life of loniness.
Eyes full of sorrow.
I have no words to spare.
I have no love to borrow.
I emptied my heart and dried my eyes.
I become numb.
I stay unkown.
No emotions to nurture my soul.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
I am alone.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
I refuse to let you in cause I'm fearing the worst.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
I built to protect,
protect the things you cannot see.
I built a wall of insecurity,
Or did insecurity build me?
If you happen to get in protect me, too.
Don't add to the hurt or play foolish games.
Just help me take down the wall of insecurity I built with pain.
Everytime
This is a song I wrote a very long time ago.
(verse one)
Everytime I see you boy I fall for you over n over again,
I try to tell myself "stop it" cause I know you aint my man,
your voice excites me,
I dont want nobody else,
you is all I need,
forget the rest,
my love,
my baby,
be my man,
just keep lovin me at your best,
I love it like that
(chorus)
I wanna be with you,
forget them,
baby I need you,
baby be mine,
dont you wanna ride,
I'm gonna make you mine
(verse two)
Everytime I see you boy its like a high (your my drug),
your kisses are so sweet,
your hugs are my everything,
when you speak your words I get a chill in my soul,
baby lets grow together,
bein with you is like bein in heaven,
I like it like that
(chorus)
I wanna be with you,
forget them,
baby I need you,
baby be mine,
dont you wanna ride,
I'm gonna make you mine
(bridge)
Forget them other girls,
I can love you,
this is real,
I call yo name(baby),
I want yo attention,
now pay attention while I tell you how I feel
(verse three)
Everytime I see you boy I think of my fantasy,
(baby)you n me,
take your time,
I'm forever waitin on you,
(baby) its the truth,
my love,
my baby,
baby be my man,
I aint playin
(chorus)
I wanna be with you,
forget them,
baby I need you,
baby be mine,
dont you wanna ride,
I'm gonna make you mine
(outro)
You aint my man,
I wanna be yours
Uniquely made.
Uniquely made,
Heavenly created,
She stays serene,
Movin towards divinity,
Changes are whisperin,
Changing for the better,
Ignoreing who says what,
Time is against everyone,
Judgement holds her in,
Looking for ways out this circle she made from herself,
She finds another who nutures her soul,
Someone of her own,
Waitin for adulthood thinking this will set her free,
She keeps runnin,
Running from her own,
Taking what is givin,
She doesnt know what keeps her driven,
She used to know her way around herself,
Now she knows nothing but the world itself,
Breaking her apart,
Silent urges amerge from fantasies,
Her enemy faces her in the mirror,
Negativity leads with terror,
Chasing noone,
Finding what she thinks she've waited for,
Hoping this makes her whole,
There for her,
Cares for her,
With her,
Be to her what she needs,
Never found love,
She thinks love is finding her for the very first time,
Young, stupid, naive, dumb,
People think of her,
She feels alone,
Unknown,
Wanting exctasy,
Breathing deep,
Eyes full of sorrow,
Tears start to flow,
Purgeing her pain,
Shes hollow inside,
Scars on the outside burn to the bone,
Leaving behind all traces,
All over her body theres traces,
Traces take her self-esteem,
So she hoards words,
Monogamy, abstinence & fidelity
Monogamy, monogamy,
Innocent brown mohogany,
My body is temple,
So, I treat it as so,
Hips, theighs, and breast,
My mind focuses on 2,
Not 3, 4, 5,
Sacred vows that must be unsaid,
A trip for two down lovers lane,
I save myself because I'm praticing abstinence,
If love is absent I won't be your main attraction,
Your late night special,
Heavenonly knows what would happen if I let you in,
Share my world,
Not these girls,
Nor those girls,
This girl,
One girl,
Show emotion before you show passion,
So many of them,
Put me above them,
Its a life long bond after that one night,
Maybe I'll have to be your wife to share my goodies,
Faithful til the end I what you must be,
Kiss, hug, and touch me the right way,
In the middle of the night way,
I wanna be the only one,
Unspoken fidelity,
I'm sacrificeing my body,
Risking my life,
Just for pleasure of one night,
Urges come so I want it like you,
Resist is what I do,
Its coming on strong like must,
Satisfaction for sacrificetion,
Moments of lust come between us,
I never felt this bliss,
Kissing is all but a game,
Pressing buttons,
Climax from touch,
Lust,
Monogamy, monogamy,
His brown mohogany,
Faithful is what you ought to be,
Savor you flavor,
Love once but what about the other days,
We can make it many ways,
Go til exhaustion pulls us to sleep,
Deeper than the ocean,
Stroke for stroke,
Passion marks leaving me soaking,
Wetter than the perfect storm,
Monogamy, monogamy,
Still innocent brown mohogany,
I remain unsoiled,
Legs locked shut until my heart is opened,
Just us two,
Stay loyal and true,
Wait for me like my heart waited for you
Haven't I told you.
I haven't told you,
cause theres a chance you might not feel what I feel,
I wanna be in this alone,
But, what I'm dealing with is real,
This aint no infatuation,
When you call my heart starts racin,
I hear your name and theres a smile on my face,
I waited patiently,
Now that I got you,
I dont know what I'm goin through,
I wonder if you feel it, too?
I have a hard time trustin but, I put my trust in you,
Everything I'm sayin is true,
I know we havent met,
Maybe distance is our test,
I see myself being with you at my best,
Your words fill my heart,
What I feel is a work of art,
I think of you,
I memorize your voice,
But,
I haven't told you,
Cause of fear,
That you might not feel the same
Untitled
If I had to make a choice I'd make the same one everyday,
Things I think I can change I cant,
The things I can change I'm not ready to change,
The things I hold close to my heart seem so far,
Dreams fade,
Some faces I have to let go,
The wind blows me where I dont wanna be,
I'm sad,
I'm lonely,
I have no soul,
Life came in and stole my heart,
So I fear love,
I look to the sky for the answers,
Sometimes I see the sun and other times the sun blinds me,
I wish on stars for signs,
I wish in my dream at night,
Life always puts a good fight,
That I never seem to win,
And when I think things are starting to smooth out the stormy nights come,
Leaving me withered away,
Jumbled thoughts filled with memory of the past I hoard,
Moments fly by so fast I only have time to remember them,
Creating what seems to be me,
Time after time, I wonder who am I?
London bridge.
London bridge is falling down, falling down,
It wont, it cant be put back together again,
I try and try ro prevent the future, but it does no good cause the future is coming no matter who doesn't want it,
What does the London bridge stand for?
-Everything that I stand for.
I hold my secrets under the bridge, where nobody looks,
I let everything just roll by,
They roll by good, bad, day, and night,
I think too many things pass the bridge, thats why the bridge falls,
Or maybe it holds too much of unecessary stuff, that wieghs it down til that one day when it falls,
Falling lets go of all the baggage,
The hardest thing to do is cross the London bridge,
The fear people have of the bridge is it falling down, as it has done so many times,
The London bridge has no fear,
Bridges know they fall at some point but, only to get built as a stronger bridge,
London bridge is falling down, falling down
It wont, it cant be put back together again,
I try and try ro prevent the future, but it does no good cause the future is coming no matter who doesn't want it,
What does the London bridge stand for?
-Everything that I stand for.
I hold my secrets under the bridge, where nobody looks,
I let everything just roll by,
They roll by good, bad, day, and night,
I think too many things pass the bridge, thats why the bridge falls,
Or maybe it holds too much of unecessary stuff, that wieghs it down til that one day when it falls,
Falling lets go of all the baggage,
The hardest thing to do is cross the London bridge,
The fear people have of the bridge is it falling down, as it has done so many times,
The London bridge has no fear,
Bridges know they fall at some point but, only to get built as a stronger bridge,
London bridge is falling down, falling down
Dream
Dreamin is our sweet escape,
Late at night I lay awake looking for my ANGEL,
I stay awake so I dont miss my ANGEL,
but my eyelids get heavy, body gets weak n mind get restless,
I hear a lullaby,
Its my ANGEL tellin me "Its ok. I'll protect you while you sleep.",
My eyes close shut,
I whisper to the ones that are dear to me "I love you."
To the past
I dont take you as a regret or a mistake,
I know you were a lesson,
kinda like my blessing to take nothing for granted,
Now I can say I had that n been there,
I know the feeling,
Outside I smiled.
Inside I was killing what you made,
So I could move on,
No longer will I linger,
Your past is done,
My future just begun,
I dream at night of if you didnt n wouldnt of,
And wake up to I should of n maybe if I,
You held me back from falling,
You hold me back from falling,
You will not be forgotten,
You marked to deep,
The ones I love marked me the deepest,
I trusted the most,
Was it on purpose,
Or was it just ment to be,
I cry silently from it,
I cry out my trust,
So I dont trust that much,
I adore from a distance n try to figure out what game is this,
I hope I win,
My heart cant afford another lose,
It'll just fall apart,
Leavin my soul empty and cold,
I swallow you whole,
Cause what goes in must come out,
I need you out,
Please, I'm begging,
Free me from this fiasco,
What do I have to do to leave you?
Did you ever love me?
Can we get it together?
The day we met is one I never regret.
I fell so fast. I'm fallin so hard.
You told me things I never heard before. So, I thought this might be the one.
Smiles n giggles, we shared.
I opened up to trust even though I dont do that as much.
You said I was beautiful. I thought what if he tells that to every girls he talks to. I knew I wasnt the only. But, I wished I could be because I'm selfish.
I was scarred to tell him "I dont jus like you. I like you, like you.". I didn't know if he would feel the same. Well, he said he did.
Distance held us apart. We waited for each other.
The time finaly came when me and him became "us".
Now, blocks separate our hearts.
Almost 3 months and we still havent meet.
Now, thoughts of deception have come upon me. Is it really what you say?
You say its bad timing. Maybe we're jus bad timing.
What do I have to do? Who do I have to be? Jus tell me and that I'll be jus to see you.
I dont care about looks, clothes, or money. Jus show me your heart and that its ment for me.
I'm not admittin to love. Jus my feelings for you have grown so much.
I wouldnt get so mad if I didnt care. I try to understand some things about you. Somethings jus dont make sense to me. Which follows my heart to doubt about the things you say.
If you dont have time for me now whats gonna change later?
Is it someone else? Did we meet not by destiny but by fallacies that you feed to me?
It seems as if Im your secret. Hidin in the dark. Will we ever see the sun or moonlight together?
Prove me wrong when I say "It seems that way.". Show me you're what I want/need.
I jus want a kiss, hug, or touch(something to go on).
Now, things have changed like the seasons. I'm missing you more.
I jus wanna be yours.
If you doubt me leave me.
Dont hurt me(at least not purposly).
Be honest. I promise I will try my best to understand n not judge you.
I'll only be good to you like I've been doing.
If you scarred its ok cause I'm scarred to cause who know what the future holds(for you and I). So, lets be scarred together, comfort one another, be best of friends and lovers.
I'm not tryna rush nothing. I jus wanna be your all, be that person to catch you when you fall, your anything, your everything(I wanna be with you n nobody else). "I'm not askig that you rush n give me your heart. I'm jus askin that you like me real hard." Although if you did give my your heart I woulndt break it.
I could say so much about you.
I wish I knew how you felt. I dont wanna be in this by myself.
Its not the way I pictured.
Can we get it together?
I fell so fast. I'm fallin so hard.
You told me things I never heard before. So, I thought this might be the one.
Smiles n giggles, we shared.
I opened up to trust even though I dont do that as much.
You said I was beautiful. I thought what if he tells that to every girls he talks to. I knew I wasnt the only. But, I wished I could be because I'm selfish.
I was scarred to tell him "I dont jus like you. I like you, like you.". I didn't know if he would feel the same. Well, he said he did.
Distance held us apart. We waited for each other.
The time finaly came when me and him became "us".
Now, blocks separate our hearts.
Almost 3 months and we still havent meet.
Now, thoughts of deception have come upon me. Is it really what you say?
You say its bad timing. Maybe we're jus bad timing.
What do I have to do? Who do I have to be? Jus tell me and that I'll be jus to see you.
I dont care about looks, clothes, or money. Jus show me your heart and that its ment for me.
I'm not admittin to love. Jus my feelings for you have grown so much.
I wouldnt get so mad if I didnt care. I try to understand some things about you. Somethings jus dont make sense to me. Which follows my heart to doubt about the things you say.
If you dont have time for me now whats gonna change later?
Is it someone else? Did we meet not by destiny but by fallacies that you feed to me?
It seems as if Im your secret. Hidin in the dark. Will we ever see the sun or moonlight together?
Prove me wrong when I say "It seems that way.". Show me you're what I want/need.
I jus want a kiss, hug, or touch(something to go on).
Now, things have changed like the seasons. I'm missing you more.
I jus wanna be yours.
If you doubt me leave me.
Dont hurt me(at least not purposly).
Be honest. I promise I will try my best to understand n not judge you.
I'll only be good to you like I've been doing.
If you scarred its ok cause I'm scarred to cause who know what the future holds(for you and I). So, lets be scarred together, comfort one another, be best of friends and lovers.
I'm not tryna rush nothing. I jus wanna be your all, be that person to catch you when you fall, your anything, your everything(I wanna be with you n nobody else). "I'm not askig that you rush n give me your heart. I'm jus askin that you like me real hard." Although if you did give my your heart I woulndt break it.
I could say so much about you.
I wish I knew how you felt. I dont wanna be in this by myself.
Its not the way I pictured.
Can we get it together?
IDK
I was lookin for my first love.
I was thinkin you was the "One".
Like I had passed up a few.
Then I met you.
You came with sweet words I never heard.
So, I was amused.
I waited to tell you I dont jus like you I "like you, like you". Which soon became yo ringtone after I gave you a couple of numbers that led to me.
I didnt know it would lead you to my heart.
But, that was jus the beginning of my feelings because of course they grew.
I waited for you like I hope you'd be waitin for me.
Honestly I felt something crazy since day 1. I cant explain it. but, you was it and I liked it.
I didnt rush because whats ment would be.
I'm saved my heart for you.
Many boys wanted me jus like you. But, I thought you was a "man". Or so, I was made to believe.
I'm niave. But, people tried to teach me what I wasnt seein.
I saw this genuine person who jus wanted me for me and only me.
Yes, I have insecurities that plague my mind and make it hard for me to trust. For you I opened a door I locked shut.
We shared late night conversations.
I wanted to know more of you, like I still do.
I was thinkin you was the "One".
Like I had passed up a few.
Then I met you.
You came with sweet words I never heard.
So, I was amused.
I waited to tell you I dont jus like you I "like you, like you". Which soon became yo ringtone after I gave you a couple of numbers that led to me.
I didnt know it would lead you to my heart.
But, that was jus the beginning of my feelings because of course they grew.
I waited for you like I hope you'd be waitin for me.
Honestly I felt something crazy since day 1. I cant explain it. but, you was it and I liked it.
I didnt rush because whats ment would be.
I'm saved my heart for you.
Many boys wanted me jus like you. But, I thought you was a "man". Or so, I was made to believe.
I'm niave. But, people tried to teach me what I wasnt seein.
I saw this genuine person who jus wanted me for me and only me.
Yes, I have insecurities that plague my mind and make it hard for me to trust. For you I opened a door I locked shut.
We shared late night conversations.
I wanted to know more of you, like I still do.
Untitled poem
shes a stranger, stranger than most...shy, quiet as silence...its some
things about her you cant see, so call her ghost...lost in time, she
losing her mind...better yet her sanity, they say she crazy for wanting
this thing called a relationship...weary eyes, tatterd soul, and a
battered heart...her heart bleeds, the blood leds to him...she'll spit
her soul to him and anyone else, who she thinks cares...fears build her
prison, shes a caged bird who aint whistlin...wishin on stars, dreamin
with her heart...thoughts of where she should be and who she is...blurry
pictures, eyes too teary to see reality...I, I wanna, I wanna be, she
says stuttering...shouting someone listen to me, make me see what I'm
supposed be...trustin blindly, shes deaf to reality...the sun lights her
way, but she never looks up so she sees no way...I'll give my soul to
you, I owe to you...kiss me once I'll kiss you twice, she has no one to
kiss goodnight
Insidious
Its what my hearts wants[it shouldnt hurt this bad],
Its what my mind says let go[it shouldnt hurt this bad],
Still I stay and play his game,
My mind is tellin my heart its a fool fa wantin you,
Victom of foolish heart,
Sad it seems[it saddens me],
Pitiful me[woe is me],
I lost my sanity jus so we could be[insidious is we],
I couldnt resist but to think change is comin,
I wanted it and this is what I got,
Mouth full of promises or should I say lies,
Things I heard I never seen, see, or saw,
I miss you[dont want to],
Love you[I want to],
Insidious us
Its what my mind says let go[it shouldnt hurt this bad],
Still I stay and play his game,
My mind is tellin my heart its a fool fa wantin you,
Victom of foolish heart,
Sad it seems[it saddens me],
Pitiful me[woe is me],
I lost my sanity jus so we could be[insidious is we],
I couldnt resist but to think change is comin,
I wanted it and this is what I got,
Mouth full of promises or should I say lies,
Things I heard I never seen, see, or saw,
I miss you[dont want to],
Love you[I want to],
Insidious us
Quotes I like
"A father is a daughter's first love&a son's first hero."
"Anger is the face of hurt."
"I am empowered by intention and my virtue is my promise, commitment or vow. "
"Misery loves company and jealousy bleeds envy."
"Love is as tragedy."
"Sorry doesnt change/cant change a tragedy and sure as hell cant turn back the hands of times."
"Doubt me if you will. You'll just be fueling the fire."
"Nothing worth having is easy."
"When you meet someone better than yourself, turn your thoughts to becoming his equal. When you meet someone not as good as you are, look within and examine yourself."
"We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we have already done."
"We run fastest and farthest when we run from ourselves."
"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
"For you cannot live in someone else. You cannot find yourself in someone else. You cannot be given a life by someone else. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never leave or lose."
"You never find yourself until you face the truth."
"An artist's fine goal is to manifest a well-nigh heroic self-discipline, carefully attending to all that concerns him."
"Competition can damage self-esteem, create anxiety, and lead to cheating and hurt feelings. But so can romantic love."
"My care is for myself;
Myself am whole and sole reality."
"The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely."
"Be interested in yourself beyond all experience, be with yourself, love yourself; the ultimate security is found only in self-knowledge. Be honest with yourself and nothing will betray you."
"We wait all these years to find someone who understands us, I thought, someone who accepts us as we are, someone with a wizard's power to melt stone to sunlight, who can bring us happiness in spite of trials, who can face our dragons in the night, who can transform us into the soul we choose to be. Just yesterday I found that magical Someone is the face we see in the mirror: It's us and our homemade masks."
"When I was young I was sure of everything; in a few years, having been mistaken a thousand times, I was not half so sure of most things as I was before; at present, I am hardly sure of anything but what God has revealed to me."
"You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it."
"The family. We were a strange little band of characters trudging through life sharing diseases and toothpaste, coveting one another's desserts, hiding shampoo, borrowing money, locking each other out of our rooms, inflicting pain and kissing to heal it in the same instant, loving, laughing, defending, and trying to figure out the common thread that bound us all together."
"The family is a haven in a heartless world."
"You know when you have found your prince because you not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well."
"Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart."
"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."
"Lust fades, so you'd better be with someone who can stand you."
"I love you as you are, but do not tell me how that is."
"The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but to hold hands. "
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."
"Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endureth his torments willingly."
"Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers."
"Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you. They are not perfect but are always perfect for you. "
"Lust is easy. Love is hard. Like is most important."
"When you're dreaming with a broken heart waking up is the hardest part."
"The road to hell is always paved with good intentions."
"If you're living by faith, tomorrow will take care of itself."
"Success is intentional. It does not just happen, you have to work toward it."
"To play house is one thing; to have a home is another."
"No matter what mistakes you make, you can still be successful."
"Life is a game; you can either choose o pasticipate or tand on the sidlines."
"A relationship is a two way street. It's never all your fault or the other persons. You go into the relationship together and work through it all together."
"Embrace diversity, variety is the spice of life."
"What you don't see, you don't want to either."
"Hold fast to dreams for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly." -Langston Hughes
"Never a lip is curved with pain that can't be kissed into smile again." -Brete Harte
"Illusion is a special defense against reality."
"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character."
"When I dare to be powerful - to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid." -Audre Lorde
"I wish I could write as mysterious as a cat." - Edgar Allan Poe
"Here we are again trying to fight and defend. Our love is far from perfect but to us it's truly worth it. Everyone can talk but only we can walk. So keep on talking...cause we're still walking!"
"Negative expectations disguised as protection are lethal."
"The most important human endeavor is the striving for morality in our actions. Our inner balance, and even our very existence depends on it. Only morality in our actions can give beauty and dignity to our lives." -Albert Einstein
"Knowledge is relevant, and once we acquire the taste for it nothing will stop our curiousity."
"Sometimes the little things can knock you on your ass."
"Knowing is only half the battle."
"People take the easy way out because they are scared of failure. Failure is a step to success."
"The body will act on a seduced mind. The soul will act on a seduced heart."
"The truth is, everytime you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it."
"Justice is blind."
"In musicals, there's always a happy ending, but, in life, sometimes when you get what you want, you end up missing what you left behind."
"The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly."
"Nothin sucks worse than feeling alone, no matter how many people are around."
"Even if it breaks your heart to be 'just friends', if you really care about someone you'll take the hit."
"Sometimes fate is on your side. Other times well, you've kind of sealed your own fate. Either way you have to trust that whatever's supposed to happen will happen. Besides, somehow you always seem to end up with the person you're meant to be with."
"Sometimes you let go of control in a weak moment."
"There are many things we cant change no matter how strong we may be."
"Ignorance is bliss, sometimes."
"Even the best fall down sometime."
"Pride is the crutch for the insecure."
"When you open up to someone you become vulnerable."
"We're not here for a long time, we're here for a goodtime."
"Friends are the wine of life."
"Game is nothing. Personality is everything. Game can get you number but personality gets interest. Game gets you in the bed but personality gets you in the heart."
"Drunken words are sober thoughts."
"Art is what happens when you learn to dream."
"Look inside yourself to see what you can offer-and use that to give back to world."
"It is not the mistakes you make that matter, its what you do about them."
"Discover you passion for life, for love, for what you believe in, and let it shine."
"The true heart is not a place in your body. It's a state you enter when you are willing to feel, when you are willing to love, when you are willing to be loved. The true heart is the core of who you are. It is the pulsation of your spirit."
"The heart is the home of true passion. There in the mysterious, invisble realm from which all feeling emerges, the ocean of passion lies waiting to be stirred, not by the right touch or by a skillful caress, but by the one thing that can cause passion to rise up-the love from another heart."
"The only person's opinion that is going to matter to you at the end of this lifetime is yours."
"Passion is what happens when you let go of control."
"Close your eyes and see with your heart."
"I pretend to be and eventually my body and soul catch on."
"Evil has a beautiful face."
"You have to meet a few wrong ones before you can appreciate the right one."
"Hug me. Tease me. Kiss me. Please me. Lets play a game and put our hearts on the line. Give me yours and I'll give you mine."
"I am what you see, I will always be. But, there's so much more then the eye can concieve."
"It's ok to lose your pride over someone you love. But, dont lose the one you love over your pride."
"You can always look back but you cant change the past."
"Pain is inevitiable."
"Experience is worst way to learn."
"Time is an illusion."
"'Me time' is a vital part of keeping you sanity intact."
"A smile is curve that sets everything straight."
"Peace begins with a smile."
"Beauty is power; a smile is its sword."
"The scary seems to amaze."
"Theres nothing far fetched about a bruised ego on a beautiful angel."
"Feel beautiful, head to soul."
"Rock it and love it."
"Dream are wishes that our hearts make."
"Don't be afraid to be you. Be afriad to be somebody else."
"LIFE doesnt dance to yo music[you do]...so get used all types of music n get jiggy wit it, lol."
"Think with your heart and speak from your soul."
"Find out who you are and do it on purpose."
"Thrill me; please me. Surprise me; give me everything I want & nothing I need; give me days I'll always remember & nights I'll never forget. give me sexy...give me you."
"I'm pretty but, not beautiful. I sin but, I'm not the devil. I'm good but, i'm not an angel."
"When life throws you lemons, throw them right back!"
"People are always gonna talk."
"When I find you I'll never let you get away and when I see you I'll never look the other way.[Imma lock you down]"
"Theres too many stars to just wish on one every night.(plus you cant find the same star every night)."
"Its easy to fall in love. But, its hard to get up from it when you've been hurt."
"Your tears don't compromise your strength."
"Knowing my weaknesses make me stronger."
"I dont regret you or think you were a mistake. I know you were a lesson."
"You don't choose who you fall in love with."
"There is no right way when everything has gone wrong."
"Becareful what you say cause you cant take back words."
"If you make a mistake learn from it. Don't be too shame to say "sorry" when you make a mistake with a person."
"What you speakth from thy mouth you speakth into thy soul."
"I'm with you cause I see love pontentialy."
"Just cause you got it don't mean I want it or you gonna give it."
"Perfection in impossible...Perfection is motivation."
"Girls should always be two things: classy n fabolous."
"Intellegence is beauty."
"The world is mine when I wake up. I don't need nobody tellin me the time."
"Take me as I am."
"Dress how you want to be treated."
"If its important to you then its beautiful."
"If you came for me then be for me. If you're for me get to know me. If you know me be there for me. If you're there for me be with me. If you're with me then be what I need/want. If you're what I need/want I'll know it. If I know it I'll trust you. If I trust you I'll fall for you. If I fall for you catch me. If you catch me trust me. If you trust me love me. If you love me tell me. When you tell me say "You've never loved like this before.". If you've never loved like this before show it. Most of all dont leave me."
"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."
"I am empowered by intention and my virtue is my promise, commitment or vow. "
"Misery loves company and jealousy bleeds envy."
"Love is as tragedy."
"Sorry doesnt change/cant change a tragedy and sure as hell cant turn back the hands of times."
"Doubt me if you will. You'll just be fueling the fire."
"Nothing worth having is easy."
"When you meet someone better than yourself, turn your thoughts to becoming his equal. When you meet someone not as good as you are, look within and examine yourself."
"We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we have already done."
"We run fastest and farthest when we run from ourselves."
"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
"For you cannot live in someone else. You cannot find yourself in someone else. You cannot be given a life by someone else. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never leave or lose."
"You never find yourself until you face the truth."
"An artist's fine goal is to manifest a well-nigh heroic self-discipline, carefully attending to all that concerns him."
"Competition can damage self-esteem, create anxiety, and lead to cheating and hurt feelings. But so can romantic love."
"My care is for myself;
Myself am whole and sole reality."
"The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely."
"Be interested in yourself beyond all experience, be with yourself, love yourself; the ultimate security is found only in self-knowledge. Be honest with yourself and nothing will betray you."
"We wait all these years to find someone who understands us, I thought, someone who accepts us as we are, someone with a wizard's power to melt stone to sunlight, who can bring us happiness in spite of trials, who can face our dragons in the night, who can transform us into the soul we choose to be. Just yesterday I found that magical Someone is the face we see in the mirror: It's us and our homemade masks."
"When I was young I was sure of everything; in a few years, having been mistaken a thousand times, I was not half so sure of most things as I was before; at present, I am hardly sure of anything but what God has revealed to me."
"You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it."
"The family. We were a strange little band of characters trudging through life sharing diseases and toothpaste, coveting one another's desserts, hiding shampoo, borrowing money, locking each other out of our rooms, inflicting pain and kissing to heal it in the same instant, loving, laughing, defending, and trying to figure out the common thread that bound us all together."
"The family is a haven in a heartless world."
"You know when you have found your prince because you not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well."
"Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart."
"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."
"Lust fades, so you'd better be with someone who can stand you."
"I love you as you are, but do not tell me how that is."
"The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but to hold hands. "
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."
"Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endureth his torments willingly."
"Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers."
"Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you. They are not perfect but are always perfect for you. "
"Lust is easy. Love is hard. Like is most important."
"When you're dreaming with a broken heart waking up is the hardest part."
"The road to hell is always paved with good intentions."
"If you're living by faith, tomorrow will take care of itself."
"Success is intentional. It does not just happen, you have to work toward it."
"To play house is one thing; to have a home is another."
"No matter what mistakes you make, you can still be successful."
"Life is a game; you can either choose o pasticipate or tand on the sidlines."
"A relationship is a two way street. It's never all your fault or the other persons. You go into the relationship together and work through it all together."
"Embrace diversity, variety is the spice of life."
"What you don't see, you don't want to either."
"Hold fast to dreams for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly." -Langston Hughes
"Never a lip is curved with pain that can't be kissed into smile again." -Brete Harte
"Illusion is a special defense against reality."
"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character."
"When I dare to be powerful - to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid." -Audre Lorde
"I wish I could write as mysterious as a cat." - Edgar Allan Poe
"Here we are again trying to fight and defend. Our love is far from perfect but to us it's truly worth it. Everyone can talk but only we can walk. So keep on talking...cause we're still walking!"
"Negative expectations disguised as protection are lethal."
"The most important human endeavor is the striving for morality in our actions. Our inner balance, and even our very existence depends on it. Only morality in our actions can give beauty and dignity to our lives." -Albert Einstein
"Knowledge is relevant, and once we acquire the taste for it nothing will stop our curiousity."
"Sometimes the little things can knock you on your ass."
"Knowing is only half the battle."
"People take the easy way out because they are scared of failure. Failure is a step to success."
"The body will act on a seduced mind. The soul will act on a seduced heart."
"The truth is, everytime you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it."
"Justice is blind."
"In musicals, there's always a happy ending, but, in life, sometimes when you get what you want, you end up missing what you left behind."
"The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly."
"Nothin sucks worse than feeling alone, no matter how many people are around."
"Even if it breaks your heart to be 'just friends', if you really care about someone you'll take the hit."
"Sometimes fate is on your side. Other times well, you've kind of sealed your own fate. Either way you have to trust that whatever's supposed to happen will happen. Besides, somehow you always seem to end up with the person you're meant to be with."
"Sometimes you let go of control in a weak moment."
"There are many things we cant change no matter how strong we may be."
"Ignorance is bliss, sometimes."
"Even the best fall down sometime."
"Pride is the crutch for the insecure."
"When you open up to someone you become vulnerable."
"We're not here for a long time, we're here for a goodtime."
"Friends are the wine of life."
"Game is nothing. Personality is everything. Game can get you number but personality gets interest. Game gets you in the bed but personality gets you in the heart."
"Drunken words are sober thoughts."
"Art is what happens when you learn to dream."
"Look inside yourself to see what you can offer-and use that to give back to world."
"It is not the mistakes you make that matter, its what you do about them."
"Discover you passion for life, for love, for what you believe in, and let it shine."
"The true heart is not a place in your body. It's a state you enter when you are willing to feel, when you are willing to love, when you are willing to be loved. The true heart is the core of who you are. It is the pulsation of your spirit."
"The heart is the home of true passion. There in the mysterious, invisble realm from which all feeling emerges, the ocean of passion lies waiting to be stirred, not by the right touch or by a skillful caress, but by the one thing that can cause passion to rise up-the love from another heart."
"The only person's opinion that is going to matter to you at the end of this lifetime is yours."
"Passion is what happens when you let go of control."
"Close your eyes and see with your heart."
"I pretend to be and eventually my body and soul catch on."
"Evil has a beautiful face."
"You have to meet a few wrong ones before you can appreciate the right one."
"Hug me. Tease me. Kiss me. Please me. Lets play a game and put our hearts on the line. Give me yours and I'll give you mine."
"I am what you see, I will always be. But, there's so much more then the eye can concieve."
"It's ok to lose your pride over someone you love. But, dont lose the one you love over your pride."
"You can always look back but you cant change the past."
"Pain is inevitiable."
"Experience is worst way to learn."
"Time is an illusion."
"'Me time' is a vital part of keeping you sanity intact."
"A smile is curve that sets everything straight."
"Peace begins with a smile."
"Beauty is power; a smile is its sword."
"The scary seems to amaze."
"Theres nothing far fetched about a bruised ego on a beautiful angel."
"Feel beautiful, head to soul."
"Rock it and love it."
"Dream are wishes that our hearts make."
"Don't be afraid to be you. Be afriad to be somebody else."
"LIFE doesnt dance to yo music[you do]...so get used all types of music n get jiggy wit it, lol."
"Think with your heart and speak from your soul."
"Find out who you are and do it on purpose."
"Thrill me; please me. Surprise me; give me everything I want & nothing I need; give me days I'll always remember & nights I'll never forget. give me sexy...give me you."
"I'm pretty but, not beautiful. I sin but, I'm not the devil. I'm good but, i'm not an angel."
"When life throws you lemons, throw them right back!"
"People are always gonna talk."
"When I find you I'll never let you get away and when I see you I'll never look the other way.[Imma lock you down]"
"Theres too many stars to just wish on one every night.(plus you cant find the same star every night)."
"Its easy to fall in love. But, its hard to get up from it when you've been hurt."
"Your tears don't compromise your strength."
"Knowing my weaknesses make me stronger."
"I dont regret you or think you were a mistake. I know you were a lesson."
"You don't choose who you fall in love with."
"There is no right way when everything has gone wrong."
"Becareful what you say cause you cant take back words."
"If you make a mistake learn from it. Don't be too shame to say "sorry" when you make a mistake with a person."
"What you speakth from thy mouth you speakth into thy soul."
"I'm with you cause I see love pontentialy."
"Just cause you got it don't mean I want it or you gonna give it."
"Perfection in impossible...Perfection is motivation."
"Girls should always be two things: classy n fabolous."
"Intellegence is beauty."
"The world is mine when I wake up. I don't need nobody tellin me the time."
"Take me as I am."
"Dress how you want to be treated."
"If its important to you then its beautiful."
"If you came for me then be for me. If you're for me get to know me. If you know me be there for me. If you're there for me be with me. If you're with me then be what I need/want. If you're what I need/want I'll know it. If I know it I'll trust you. If I trust you I'll fall for you. If I fall for you catch me. If you catch me trust me. If you trust me love me. If you love me tell me. When you tell me say "You've never loved like this before.". If you've never loved like this before show it. Most of all dont leave me."
"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."
Something from the heart.
My heart has never been broken[simply because I'm
scarred to give it away]. I've never been in love[IDK]. But, I am ready
for love. I'm not gonna rush it or go lookin for it[it'll find me]...I
think love is a random feeling. Doesnt necessarily have to be a special
person to fall in love with[evenutauly love will make them
special]...Life is truly what you make it...No matter how many times
you've cried[tears never compromise your strength] or been hurt life
goes on...I'm creating myself not finding myself. I don't look for whats
not lost[might be considered different, weird, difficult but never
lost...[I am who I am because I wanna be]...Admire, desire, adore,fancy
me. Hate, loathe, despise me...[pt.1]
I refuse to conform to what society wants me to be. My heart will always rebel...[Here's who I am, here's where I stand, love me but dont tell me who I have to be]...They say lifes a living hell. If you happen to stumble across[true, self, pure]HAPPI-ness then you've got heaven on earth...There are many impossibilities. Only the brave will risk the failure to try to conquer them. Perfection is impossible[perfection motivates]. We all want what we cant have...[pt.2]
As kids we dream[dreams are wishes our hearts make]. As teens we have fantasies[fantasies are to please]. As adults we have desires[desires are fulfilling]. Wisdom helps you realize everyone has a inner-child[so we never stop dreaming], teenage years bring so many expeiences[enough to build fantasies], & desires are ment for the heart[filling every void to reach ultimate satisfaction...Final destination[my heart]. Love always has its pleasures[bliss within one's self]...Passion, dedication, devotion, patient, trust, attention, comfort, elation, joy, ectasy, glee, fildelity, drive, intellect...conclusion>[LOVE ME OR ELSE!!!]...[pt.3]
I refuse to conform to what society wants me to be. My heart will always rebel...[Here's who I am, here's where I stand, love me but dont tell me who I have to be]...They say lifes a living hell. If you happen to stumble across[true, self, pure]HAPPI-ness then you've got heaven on earth...There are many impossibilities. Only the brave will risk the failure to try to conquer them. Perfection is impossible[perfection motivates]. We all want what we cant have...[pt.2]
As kids we dream[dreams are wishes our hearts make]. As teens we have fantasies[fantasies are to please]. As adults we have desires[desires are fulfilling]. Wisdom helps you realize everyone has a inner-child[so we never stop dreaming], teenage years bring so many expeiences[enough to build fantasies], & desires are ment for the heart[filling every void to reach ultimate satisfaction...Final destination[my heart]. Love always has its pleasures[bliss within one's self]...Passion, dedication, devotion, patient, trust, attention, comfort, elation, joy, ectasy, glee, fildelity, drive, intellect...conclusion>[LOVE ME OR ELSE!!!]...[pt.3]
A short story: I fell in love with the DJ
I fell in love with the DJ(pt.1)
Ok, heres the scenario: Sat. 12pm its 3 of my girls and me. Club CityHigh was packed wall to wall, bangin the hottest jams. Toj and Teesha are dancing the night away. As usual Keish and I were at the bar talking about the same thing we always, "Men". We were sharing our dream men this time.
"I want a tall dark handsome man." is all I heard from Keish. By the second sentence I was dazed into the crowd of motioning bodies. I was thinking "I'm beautiful, with no kids, a condo, a Mercedes Benz, & well paying job. I basicly hold my own.". But, one thing stuck out the most; I was single.
My thoughts soon got interupted by Toj saying "We come here almost evey weekend and you never dance. Girl, tonight you are gettin on that dance floor!". I thought to myself "Please don't let me make a fool of myself.". I slowly dragged my body out to the floor and made the littlest movements as possible for the fear of embarassing myself.
As I was moving I heard a voice yelling "Ay, beautiful nice moves!". I looked around to find the face that matched the voice.
I heard a voice yell "Up here!". I looked up n saw him, the DJ. He had the prettiest caramel colored eyes.
"Is this your first time here?", yelled the DJ.
"No!", I said.
"Seems like it by the way you're dancing!", said the DJ.
I gave him the evil eye. He laughed and said "You know that face is kind of cute!".
I continued to do my movements and ignored his comment. After around 5 minutes he yelled "Whas yo name, gorgeous?".
I replied "Twan.".
"Well, Twan, I'm on my last record. What song would you like to hear?".
"Good things.".
"The artist being Rich Boy?"
"You're the DJ. You should know better than me.", I giggled.
"I was just playing with you. I know its Rich Boy.", he giggled back.
The song started to play and my body felt free. My movements suddenly became sync with the song. Maybe this was happening because I knew he was watching me.
I wanted to appeal to his better half.
*song stops*
It was 3:51am and my girls were ready to leave.
I began to move my way towards Toj, Keish, and Teesha. But, someone grabbing my hand quickly stops me. I look back to see who it was. It was the DJ.
He said "I was hoping to get to know you outside of CityHigh...If thats ok with you?".
"Yea, thats cool with me.", I smiled and said shyly.
"So, can I get seven numbers that lead to you?"
I gladly wrote my name and number in his arm because neither one of us had a pen or paper.
As we parted and went our separate ways I felt my heart beat faster. He gave me butterflies. At this moment I began to believe love at first sight because I fell in love with the DJ tonight.
This was my first short story I ever wrote ;)
Ok, heres the scenario: Sat. 12pm its 3 of my girls and me. Club CityHigh was packed wall to wall, bangin the hottest jams. Toj and Teesha are dancing the night away. As usual Keish and I were at the bar talking about the same thing we always, "Men". We were sharing our dream men this time.
"I want a tall dark handsome man." is all I heard from Keish. By the second sentence I was dazed into the crowd of motioning bodies. I was thinking "I'm beautiful, with no kids, a condo, a Mercedes Benz, & well paying job. I basicly hold my own.". But, one thing stuck out the most; I was single.
My thoughts soon got interupted by Toj saying "We come here almost evey weekend and you never dance. Girl, tonight you are gettin on that dance floor!". I thought to myself "Please don't let me make a fool of myself.". I slowly dragged my body out to the floor and made the littlest movements as possible for the fear of embarassing myself.
As I was moving I heard a voice yelling "Ay, beautiful nice moves!". I looked around to find the face that matched the voice.
I heard a voice yell "Up here!". I looked up n saw him, the DJ. He had the prettiest caramel colored eyes.
"Is this your first time here?", yelled the DJ.
"No!", I said.
"Seems like it by the way you're dancing!", said the DJ.
I gave him the evil eye. He laughed and said "You know that face is kind of cute!".
I continued to do my movements and ignored his comment. After around 5 minutes he yelled "Whas yo name, gorgeous?".
I replied "Twan.".
"Well, Twan, I'm on my last record. What song would you like to hear?".
"Good things.".
"The artist being Rich Boy?"
"You're the DJ. You should know better than me.", I giggled.
"I was just playing with you. I know its Rich Boy.", he giggled back.
The song started to play and my body felt free. My movements suddenly became sync with the song. Maybe this was happening because I knew he was watching me.
I wanted to appeal to his better half.
*song stops*
It was 3:51am and my girls were ready to leave.
I began to move my way towards Toj, Keish, and Teesha. But, someone grabbing my hand quickly stops me. I look back to see who it was. It was the DJ.
He said "I was hoping to get to know you outside of CityHigh...If thats ok with you?".
"Yea, thats cool with me.", I smiled and said shyly.
"So, can I get seven numbers that lead to you?"
I gladly wrote my name and number in his arm because neither one of us had a pen or paper.
As we parted and went our separate ways I felt my heart beat faster. He gave me butterflies. At this moment I began to believe love at first sight because I fell in love with the DJ tonight.
This was my first short story I ever wrote ;)
Old poems I found.
Untitled
He said my name many times before,
kissed my lips too much so he started kissing my neck,
my kisses always left him begging for more,
his thoughts were me,
dreaming of she,
wondering how he could capture her l-o-v-e,
if just for a moment in time they followed passion and claimed nothing but everything they were,
walking long nights,
talking the sun up,
a kiss is what it was but hers was a must,
stareing in silence,
loving out loud,
how can I leave him when his world is mine,
hugging standing still,
touching to kill time,
he drunk her like wine and saying her name many times before,
but a boy forms a man and girl is his land
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saying goodbye hurts,
but seeing him with another girl is something i cant do,
so i swallow my pride and maybe we could try again,
its not that i want you its i dont you with her,
telling her what you told me,
but tell me again cause i've forgoten how you felt,
how it felt to love,
but nothing lasts forever,
so you leave,
leave her like you left me cause she aint right,
say my name one more time,
call me baby cause i know she dont but i will,
this time i promise,
i promise,
i promise,
i think your the one and you still remain flawless cause shes a mistake,
make me yours once again,
im yours for the taking,
lets try,
try one more time
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He said my name many times before,
kissed my lips too much so he started kissing my neck,
my kisses always left him begging for more,
his thoughts were me,
dreaming of she,
wondering how he could capture her l-o-v-e,
if just for a moment in time they followed passion and claimed nothing but everything they were,
walking long nights,
talking the sun up,
a kiss is what it was but hers was a must,
stareing in silence,
loving out loud,
how can I leave him when his world is mine,
hugging standing still,
touching to kill time,
he drunk her like wine and saying her name many times before,
but a boy forms a man and girl is his land
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saying goodbye hurts,
but seeing him with another girl is something i cant do,
so i swallow my pride and maybe we could try again,
its not that i want you its i dont you with her,
telling her what you told me,
but tell me again cause i've forgoten how you felt,
how it felt to love,
but nothing lasts forever,
so you leave,
leave her like you left me cause she aint right,
say my name one more time,
call me baby cause i know she dont but i will,
this time i promise,
i promise,
i promise,
i think your the one and you still remain flawless cause shes a mistake,
make me yours once again,
im yours for the taking,
lets try,
try one more time
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the day that i died i saw you cryin,
i told you to forget me,
the day i was born i saw you cryin,
i told you ill make you proud,
the day i made a mistake i saw you cryin,
i told you sorry,
since the day we met i saw you cryin,
the day we parted i saw you cryin i said ill come back to you,
the day i saw you cryin and didnt know why you said i love you that day you saw me cryin
Lovey Dovey
Seduce my mind and you can have my body, find my soul and I'm yours forever.
Give me a kiss, give me the world, give me your heart, and I'll be your girl. give me a smile, give me your time, give me your heart, and I'll give you mine.
A dream is just a scheme, until you make it come true.
Love is just a word, until it's proven to you.
A smart guy can open my mind, a hot guy can open my eyes, but only a sweet guy can open my heart.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.
Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours.
If you love me like you told me, please be careful with my heart, you can take it, just don't break it, or my world will fall apart.
You can fall from the sky, you can fall from a tree, but the best way to fall, is in love with me.
It's not my fault I fell for you, you tripped me!
If I had never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I had never liked you, I would have never loved you.
If I had never loved you, I'd never miss you.
But I did, I do, and I will.
I sought for love, but love ran away from me.
I sought my soul, but my soul I couldn't see.
Then I sought you, and I found all three.
When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew it.
Falling in love is just that - falling, sometimes you merely stub your toe, sometimes you fall to your hands and knees, but sometimes you smack your head against the pavement and die.
Sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with deadly art.
Words can sting like anything, but silence breaks the heart.
To love is one thing, and to be loved is another.
To be loved by the one you love is everything.
Love me now, Love me never, but if you love me, love me forever.
Why I love you is a hard question to answer.
I love you because you care for me like no one else i know.
I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from all the dangers in the world.
I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me.
I can't explain every way that I love you because that's impossible.
But I can say that I love you because you are you.
Fate determines who comes into our lives but the heart determines who stays.
If I could be an angel,
I'd make your every wish come true,
But I am only human,
Just a girl who's loving you.
Let`s go find a park with swings..there`s just something about flying through the air with you that makes me smile.
I knew I was in love when I looked in his eyes and knew that was the only place I ever wanted to be.
We may not have it all together, but together we have it all.
Give me a kiss, give me the world, give me your heart, and I'll be your girl. give me a smile, give me your time, give me your heart, and I'll give you mine.
A dream is just a scheme, until you make it come true.
Love is just a word, until it's proven to you.
A smart guy can open my mind, a hot guy can open my eyes, but only a sweet guy can open my heart.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.
Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours.
If you love me like you told me, please be careful with my heart, you can take it, just don't break it, or my world will fall apart.
You can fall from the sky, you can fall from a tree, but the best way to fall, is in love with me.
It's not my fault I fell for you, you tripped me!
If I had never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I had never liked you, I would have never loved you.
If I had never loved you, I'd never miss you.
But I did, I do, and I will.
I sought for love, but love ran away from me.
I sought my soul, but my soul I couldn't see.
Then I sought you, and I found all three.
When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew it.
Falling in love is just that - falling, sometimes you merely stub your toe, sometimes you fall to your hands and knees, but sometimes you smack your head against the pavement and die.
Sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with deadly art.
Words can sting like anything, but silence breaks the heart.
To love is one thing, and to be loved is another.
To be loved by the one you love is everything.
Love me now, Love me never, but if you love me, love me forever.
Why I love you is a hard question to answer.
I love you because you care for me like no one else i know.
I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from all the dangers in the world.
I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me.
I can't explain every way that I love you because that's impossible.
But I can say that I love you because you are you.
Fate determines who comes into our lives but the heart determines who stays.
If I could be an angel,
I'd make your every wish come true,
But I am only human,
Just a girl who's loving you.
Let`s go find a park with swings..there`s just something about flying through the air with you that makes me smile.
I knew I was in love when I looked in his eyes and knew that was the only place I ever wanted to be.
We may not have it all together, but together we have it all.
I look.
I look to the sky and wonder where all these insecurities came from?
Can I only find the answer in the mirror?
The mirror shows my flaws,
My mind makes them insecurities,
I see the scars,
They go deeper than you know.
Like shallow water you'll never know how deep.
I look to the ground and whats beneath this skin?
I have fragile bones,
That match my frail mind,
One whisper could bring me to tears,
One word could brting me to me knees,
One sentence could crumble my world,
Even after all this I'd hope to still have my sanity.
I look to my side and wonder who's there for me?
I don't have many,
Don't need too many,
I feel comfortable with the few,
Everytime I fall I see the faces that once stood next to me,
I don't need a hand to help myself up,
I'm growing so I need to learn to rise on my own.
I look within me and wonder wheres the beauty everyone else sees?
I battle my thoughts to agree with compliments,
My thoughts complement my insecurities,
How long will I battle this war?
Can I only find the answer in the mirror?
The mirror shows my flaws,
My mind makes them insecurities,
I see the scars,
They go deeper than you know.
Like shallow water you'll never know how deep.
I look to the ground and whats beneath this skin?
I have fragile bones,
That match my frail mind,
One whisper could bring me to tears,
One word could brting me to me knees,
One sentence could crumble my world,
Even after all this I'd hope to still have my sanity.
I look to my side and wonder who's there for me?
I don't have many,
Don't need too many,
I feel comfortable with the few,
Everytime I fall I see the faces that once stood next to me,
I don't need a hand to help myself up,
I'm growing so I need to learn to rise on my own.
I look within me and wonder wheres the beauty everyone else sees?
I battle my thoughts to agree with compliments,
My thoughts complement my insecurities,
How long will I battle this war?
Love?
Love is a mystery. Some what of a myth. Because people fail to prove
it exist. Many things that come into mind when you think of love can be
showed w/out "love". For example hugs, kisses, admiration, constant
thoughts of that person, hearts, protecting that person, sacrafice,
tolerance, longevity, all of these things you do with people you are not
in love with. I guess you cant show love its just something you know on
the inside.
"I believe in a thing called love, listen to beat of my heart."
On the bright side love is an amazing wonder. To the believers(as myself) love is everything, the truth when its real. Many people have said love changed their life, their whole being. Many people have alose stated that love brougth them so much pain w/very few sunny days. But, there's always the saying "Love is pain.". Yes, I belive this to a certain extent. In relationships you experience pain and hurt, not intentionally. You experience this because another saying "Joy wouldn't feel so good if it wasn't for pain.".
"You don't know what love is. You just do what you are told." - White Stripes
Most adults assume kids(ages ranging from 1-19) nowadays don't know what love is. They believe kids are just infatuated and we are just in lust. This maybe because kids are quick act on things such as getting into a relationship. I think we do this because just like adults we want companionship, acceptance, and love.
Yea, some of us maybe infatuated and in lust. Some of us are just infatuated with the idea of being in love. Some of us are in just in lust. Infatuation, lust, and love are hard at times to pick out s to what you are in.
I hear so much from kids nowadays(age ranging from 12-16) saying that they are in love only after a week of being together and the relationship lasts about a month. To me this is bizarre, really. Maybe thas because I havent been on the dating scene long and jus now finding what I call "love" at 18.
I have been infatuated and in lust more than once before. I once I thought I may have been in love with a person I had dealt with for 10 months. But, my mind wouldn't let my heart admit to loving something so foolish. I now look back and know I was infatuated and very open. He was basicaly the first male to really show interest in me. I guess I fell for it because of my insecurities(he made secure) and had low self-esteem. When I met him I was looking for love and my heart was chanting "I wanna be loved, jus loved. I wanna fall in love.". As most girls I wanted to find my prince Charming. I wanted that "love" fairytale that I had heard from so many of my associates. So, I lost focus and clearly my mind, lol. When the ride of that relationship came to an end I knew our ending before we actually parted ways. I don't think it was a mistake. I have no resentment in my soul. I look at lesson well learnt. A stepping stone. I let go.
Dang! I strayed so much from the topic, lol.
They(kids) often assume love because they don't know what they are feeling so they assume its love. They admit to love because they are so infatuated with jus the thougth of being in love.
Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Love irresistible because EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE LOVED, to have that joy they never knew. Love is ultimate hype. It existed when this planet was made and still here to this day for those who believe in love.
Love has no bounds nor knows any bounds.
Love at first sight? I don't really know if that exist. I've never experoenced it myself but it could be. But, I do definatly believe in lust and infatuation at first sight.
Lust is basicaly and over-obsessed physical attraction to me. Its also, something that you think you MUST have.
I think we as humans lust and infauate celebrities. You help but to be attracted to at least one. We've seen them on T.V. and magazines. I really dont understand how people say they are in love stars and most of them have never even met them. Thats ridiculous to me. Because how can you love something you dont know. Well I guess you can. I guess its like loving a brand new baby, lol.
Love shouldnt have a official meaning. Because simply its different for everyone.
I think music has alot to do with societies defiance of "love". People listen to singers sing about love all day. People adapt to what they are taught.
Love is undescribable. As noted kids often don't know what they are feeling and cant describe what they are going through. So, could this be love that they are feeling, the "undescribable"?
I cant say what is and what isnt love for someone else. But, for me I know I happen to be lucky enough to have stumbled across it(love).
So will we ever know if love truly exist or does it remain a myth?
Do kids really know what love is?
"I believe in a thing called love, listen to beat of my heart."
On the bright side love is an amazing wonder. To the believers(as myself) love is everything, the truth when its real. Many people have said love changed their life, their whole being. Many people have alose stated that love brougth them so much pain w/very few sunny days. But, there's always the saying "Love is pain.". Yes, I belive this to a certain extent. In relationships you experience pain and hurt, not intentionally. You experience this because another saying "Joy wouldn't feel so good if it wasn't for pain.".
"You don't know what love is. You just do what you are told." - White Stripes
Most adults assume kids(ages ranging from 1-19) nowadays don't know what love is. They believe kids are just infatuated and we are just in lust. This maybe because kids are quick act on things such as getting into a relationship. I think we do this because just like adults we want companionship, acceptance, and love.
Yea, some of us maybe infatuated and in lust. Some of us are just infatuated with the idea of being in love. Some of us are in just in lust. Infatuation, lust, and love are hard at times to pick out s to what you are in.
I hear so much from kids nowadays(age ranging from 12-16) saying that they are in love only after a week of being together and the relationship lasts about a month. To me this is bizarre, really. Maybe thas because I havent been on the dating scene long and jus now finding what I call "love" at 18.
I have been infatuated and in lust more than once before. I once I thought I may have been in love with a person I had dealt with for 10 months. But, my mind wouldn't let my heart admit to loving something so foolish. I now look back and know I was infatuated and very open. He was basicaly the first male to really show interest in me. I guess I fell for it because of my insecurities(he made secure) and had low self-esteem. When I met him I was looking for love and my heart was chanting "I wanna be loved, jus loved. I wanna fall in love.". As most girls I wanted to find my prince Charming. I wanted that "love" fairytale that I had heard from so many of my associates. So, I lost focus and clearly my mind, lol. When the ride of that relationship came to an end I knew our ending before we actually parted ways. I don't think it was a mistake. I have no resentment in my soul. I look at lesson well learnt. A stepping stone. I let go.
Dang! I strayed so much from the topic, lol.
They(kids) often assume love because they don't know what they are feeling so they assume its love. They admit to love because they are so infatuated with jus the thougth of being in love.
Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Love irresistible because EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE LOVED, to have that joy they never knew. Love is ultimate hype. It existed when this planet was made and still here to this day for those who believe in love.
Love has no bounds nor knows any bounds.
Love at first sight? I don't really know if that exist. I've never experoenced it myself but it could be. But, I do definatly believe in lust and infatuation at first sight.
Lust is basicaly and over-obsessed physical attraction to me. Its also, something that you think you MUST have.
I think we as humans lust and infauate celebrities. You help but to be attracted to at least one. We've seen them on T.V. and magazines. I really dont understand how people say they are in love stars and most of them have never even met them. Thats ridiculous to me. Because how can you love something you dont know. Well I guess you can. I guess its like loving a brand new baby, lol.
Love shouldnt have a official meaning. Because simply its different for everyone.
I think music has alot to do with societies defiance of "love". People listen to singers sing about love all day. People adapt to what they are taught.
Love is undescribable. As noted kids often don't know what they are feeling and cant describe what they are going through. So, could this be love that they are feeling, the "undescribable"?
I cant say what is and what isnt love for someone else. But, for me I know I happen to be lucky enough to have stumbled across it(love).
So will we ever know if love truly exist or does it remain a myth?
Do kids really know what love is?
King of sorrow.
She wants to go home.
Home is where the heart is.
She just can't seem to find it.
Find what she has given away, or have they given it away?
Happiness is a long road ahead for this enchantress.
But she sees no sun, hears no joy, feels no glory.
A numb shallow soul.
Weary eyes turn into teary eyes.
No one knows loneliness without bedtime crys,
Yes, no soft melodies.
She is a lullaby horribly gone wrong.
Starless nights, sunless days, this is a hallow soul.
She sings this song all alone,
"It's raining. It's pouring. Girls are girls and boys will be boys."
Kiss my heart. Touch my soul. Open my eyes. Lead me to the long road home.
Love summed up is beautifully dreaded while yearning for hope and floating on faith.
Until the "breakable" vows have been recited in the world's most sympathetic romance novel that you've read long ago.
She digest what she reads.
She swallows what she sees.
The world devours a full course of her stars and dreams.
Hear appears her knight in shining amour.
No, her lips stintch isn't one of a frogs, but one of a fragile rose whose planers have left her in the sun to dry.
No longer does she wither away.
She lingers in the breath, in his every step, in her smile.
A deceiving smile can cause a catastrophe.
If her heart ever broke it would be the worst tradgedy.
Cities would drown in her sorrow and choke on her tears.
She'd be the king of sorrow.
Love, you borrow my stolen moments.
Yearn for my very existance.
Celebrate my essence.
Her every desire is one she will create.
Her fantasies are from France to Japan where she will always have her happy ending.
See, my love.
See, my heart.
Come close.
Fall back.
Understand my struggling art.
Hear my crys.
Watch my sprout.
Understand cold and have enough courage to heat it up.
She hides the liquid flowing down her face.
She knows big girls don't cry.
Reveal her face only the rain is coming down.
She puts her trust in rain.
It never reveals her tears.
Be my savior.
Stop this skyscrapping fall form shattering her entity.
She loves with one foot on the ground.
She loves with no bounds.
She loves hard.
She loves giggles.
She loves with crys. No sound.
Her love is in the depth of darkness.
Her love is deep with no pressure.
"It's raining. It's pouring."
Happiness is always a pursuit.
The world plays against her.
A rebel with no cause.
A beautiful rebellion.
conforming is death.
Is it too easy to say "no one every really dies?"
It whispers what she is to know.
Drowning in indifference.
"It's raining. It's pouring."
Will the king of sorrow always have a place in my heart?
Home is where the heart is.
She just can't seem to find it.
Find what she has given away, or have they given it away?
Happiness is a long road ahead for this enchantress.
But she sees no sun, hears no joy, feels no glory.
A numb shallow soul.
Weary eyes turn into teary eyes.
No one knows loneliness without bedtime crys,
Yes, no soft melodies.
She is a lullaby horribly gone wrong.
Starless nights, sunless days, this is a hallow soul.
She sings this song all alone,
"It's raining. It's pouring. Girls are girls and boys will be boys."
Kiss my heart. Touch my soul. Open my eyes. Lead me to the long road home.
Love summed up is beautifully dreaded while yearning for hope and floating on faith.
Until the "breakable" vows have been recited in the world's most sympathetic romance novel that you've read long ago.
She digest what she reads.
She swallows what she sees.
The world devours a full course of her stars and dreams.
Hear appears her knight in shining amour.
No, her lips stintch isn't one of a frogs, but one of a fragile rose whose planers have left her in the sun to dry.
No longer does she wither away.
She lingers in the breath, in his every step, in her smile.
A deceiving smile can cause a catastrophe.
If her heart ever broke it would be the worst tradgedy.
Cities would drown in her sorrow and choke on her tears.
She'd be the king of sorrow.
Love, you borrow my stolen moments.
Yearn for my very existance.
Celebrate my essence.
Her every desire is one she will create.
Her fantasies are from France to Japan where she will always have her happy ending.
See, my love.
See, my heart.
Come close.
Fall back.
Understand my struggling art.
Hear my crys.
Watch my sprout.
Understand cold and have enough courage to heat it up.
She hides the liquid flowing down her face.
She knows big girls don't cry.
Reveal her face only the rain is coming down.
She puts her trust in rain.
It never reveals her tears.
Be my savior.
Stop this skyscrapping fall form shattering her entity.
She loves with one foot on the ground.
She loves with no bounds.
She loves hard.
She loves giggles.
She loves with crys. No sound.
Her love is in the depth of darkness.
Her love is deep with no pressure.
"It's raining. It's pouring."
Happiness is always a pursuit.
The world plays against her.
A rebel with no cause.
A beautiful rebellion.
conforming is death.
Is it too easy to say "no one every really dies?"
It whispers what she is to know.
Drowning in indifference.
"It's raining. It's pouring."
Will the king of sorrow always have a place in my heart?
Missing me.
I walk alone, only with my shadow shall I take this journey,
My shadows missing me, she doesnt know who she's following anymore,
My shadow is the only one known to me, the only one who really knows me,
I'm weak and tired, I stumble down this road alone and cold,
Lonliness scorns the soul and freezes the heart,
Or creates so much chaos the very spirit of me explodes and leaves nothin but dust,
I see my resolution is too far to reach for,
Doubt...and loving over andover again,
I thought it would be nice to be someone new,
Someone loved, just somebody,
When I should of been me, simply,
I'm afraid of everything I stand for,
So it's only right I take a seat,
My heart wont leave and feet keep pacing,
I close my eyes to see what's within me,
The beats on my back, it's beating me down,
My tears come down but I do not weep or cry,
I just let the wetness run down my face,
Because no one will notice,
Will anyone care?
My shadow will,
Even though she stands beside me everyday she says she's missing me,
I am missing me,
Missing me, missing me,
Has anyone seen missing me,
Through the storm of the night,
Light of the sun,
The beam of the moon,
I soon hope to find missing me,
She stands in the guiding light,
She wont let me forget without a fight,
Half way down the road I think of what's really holding my sanity back,
Life's scars go deeper than a child's imagination,
Selfish lullabys woo her woes,
Imperfection scars her face,
This is a piece when she walks in shame,
Missing me, missing me,
Who will find missing me,
Everything she's missing...
My shadows missing me, she doesnt know who she's following anymore,
My shadow is the only one known to me, the only one who really knows me,
I'm weak and tired, I stumble down this road alone and cold,
Lonliness scorns the soul and freezes the heart,
Or creates so much chaos the very spirit of me explodes and leaves nothin but dust,
I see my resolution is too far to reach for,
Doubt...and loving over andover again,
I thought it would be nice to be someone new,
Someone loved, just somebody,
When I should of been me, simply,
I'm afraid of everything I stand for,
So it's only right I take a seat,
My heart wont leave and feet keep pacing,
I close my eyes to see what's within me,
The beats on my back, it's beating me down,
My tears come down but I do not weep or cry,
I just let the wetness run down my face,
Because no one will notice,
Will anyone care?
My shadow will,
Even though she stands beside me everyday she says she's missing me,
I am missing me,
Missing me, missing me,
Has anyone seen missing me,
Through the storm of the night,
Light of the sun,
The beam of the moon,
I soon hope to find missing me,
She stands in the guiding light,
She wont let me forget without a fight,
Half way down the road I think of what's really holding my sanity back,
Life's scars go deeper than a child's imagination,
Selfish lullabys woo her woes,
Imperfection scars her face,
This is a piece when she walks in shame,
Missing me, missing me,
Who will find missing me,
Everything she's missing...
Breakable.
Are we caught in the stage of hesitation and jus wondering who will be the first to say what needs to said?
It started as a kiss, we held hands,
Shared our souls down the road of togetherness,
Heart of one,
We have 2 eyes, they lie and yet still show the truth,
If the end is near, So is my greatest fear,
Hide what you can't keep, because when you're exposed you have to give,
Hand in hand, heart and soul, this is our slow dance,
Dance til the final goodbye,
Are we caughtin the stage of hesitation and dont know where to start?
How about here in the heart,
Look in my eyes and follow my soul,
We promised forever, this is what we owe,
Break a promise, break a heart,
Break my trip before I fall,
My tears will fall in your hands, my arms will stretch towards the past,
Hear my plea, hear my heart,
The art or love and war is too close to home,
Are we caught in the stage of hesitation or catering to the needs of our hearts on true desire?
Love floats above us and lies beneath us,
I trust my heart, I'm losing my soul,
Our love never grew old,
Like seasons love has changed,
Our molding is one we made,
Hand prints and all we musn't trip, slip, stumble,
Just fall into each other and get so lost that we become dense,
I lost my sense,
My dear friend, my dear friend,
Say that you'll wait for me,
Simply I'll find me like hide and seek,
1, 2, 3, 4, Tag you're it!
I was it all was as simple as this,
Silently crying,
I'm in the needing,
Save me from this wreched feeling,
Are we caught in the stage of hesitation?
Or jus in the sea?
The sea has no bounds,
This is our rise, this is our fall,
It's where my heart is, my beatless heart,
Bring me to life,
My sunshine, my sunshine,
Light my way,
I'm counting on you to lead me to the way,
Lead me where it was, how it used to be,
Lead me back to me,
Open your heart, open your heart,
Let me in, Let me in,
I'm knockin, I'm bangin,
I'm listening for your voice to our it's comfort and open your arms,
In a puddle of blood my tears fall,
Inside out, I fell so we can rise,
Upside down, So we could flip into each others arms,
Back turned, only to feel a hand turn me around,
Staring at stars wishing for one of my own,
Wishing for a place to call home,
I roam in solitude,
Everything seems so breakable,
1, 2, 3, 4, Tag you're it!
I wish it was as simple as this,
I hold you close,
You are tarnished gold,
I still hold near to my heart,
You're still so dear to my heart,
Bumpin heads, lets hold hands,
Lets play and kick rocks,
We're gonna fall, we're gonna fight,
Lets fight while holding hands.
Lets make love not fight.
I just wanna be your cookie and you my milk.
Things are never like TV.
TV is a substitute for reality.
My eyes see past these fallacies and I know yours have, too.
I've seen, You've seen the path my eyes wonder down.
Wonder down that path with me.
Hold my hand and kiss me for security.
Be my blanket.
We'll hold hands, share dreams, laugh.
Push, kick, yell and scream, we'll does these things also.
Nothing is perfect, we wont ever be.
Love is not selfish. So, do this for me.
Love conquers fears.
So, just love me, believe me, trust me.
Cause I know even we are breakable.
I am fragile.
Even I am breakable.
Dont break me and I wont the "we" as we have came to be.
See our potential and encourage every bit of love.
Remind me day after day that love is you.
It started as a kiss, we held hands,
Shared our souls down the road of togetherness,
Heart of one,
We have 2 eyes, they lie and yet still show the truth,
If the end is near, So is my greatest fear,
Hide what you can't keep, because when you're exposed you have to give,
Hand in hand, heart and soul, this is our slow dance,
Dance til the final goodbye,
Are we caughtin the stage of hesitation and dont know where to start?
How about here in the heart,
Look in my eyes and follow my soul,
We promised forever, this is what we owe,
Break a promise, break a heart,
Break my trip before I fall,
My tears will fall in your hands, my arms will stretch towards the past,
Hear my plea, hear my heart,
The art or love and war is too close to home,
Are we caught in the stage of hesitation or catering to the needs of our hearts on true desire?
Love floats above us and lies beneath us,
I trust my heart, I'm losing my soul,
Our love never grew old,
Like seasons love has changed,
Our molding is one we made,
Hand prints and all we musn't trip, slip, stumble,
Just fall into each other and get so lost that we become dense,
I lost my sense,
My dear friend, my dear friend,
Say that you'll wait for me,
Simply I'll find me like hide and seek,
1, 2, 3, 4, Tag you're it!
I was it all was as simple as this,
Silently crying,
I'm in the needing,
Save me from this wreched feeling,
Are we caught in the stage of hesitation?
Or jus in the sea?
The sea has no bounds,
This is our rise, this is our fall,
It's where my heart is, my beatless heart,
Bring me to life,
My sunshine, my sunshine,
Light my way,
I'm counting on you to lead me to the way,
Lead me where it was, how it used to be,
Lead me back to me,
Open your heart, open your heart,
Let me in, Let me in,
I'm knockin, I'm bangin,
I'm listening for your voice to our it's comfort and open your arms,
In a puddle of blood my tears fall,
Inside out, I fell so we can rise,
Upside down, So we could flip into each others arms,
Back turned, only to feel a hand turn me around,
Staring at stars wishing for one of my own,
Wishing for a place to call home,
I roam in solitude,
Everything seems so breakable,
1, 2, 3, 4, Tag you're it!
I wish it was as simple as this,
I hold you close,
You are tarnished gold,
I still hold near to my heart,
You're still so dear to my heart,
Bumpin heads, lets hold hands,
Lets play and kick rocks,
We're gonna fall, we're gonna fight,
Lets fight while holding hands.
Lets make love not fight.
I just wanna be your cookie and you my milk.
Things are never like TV.
TV is a substitute for reality.
My eyes see past these fallacies and I know yours have, too.
I've seen, You've seen the path my eyes wonder down.
Wonder down that path with me.
Hold my hand and kiss me for security.
Be my blanket.
We'll hold hands, share dreams, laugh.
Push, kick, yell and scream, we'll does these things also.
Nothing is perfect, we wont ever be.
Love is not selfish. So, do this for me.
Love conquers fears.
So, just love me, believe me, trust me.
Cause I know even we are breakable.
I am fragile.
Even I am breakable.
Dont break me and I wont the "we" as we have came to be.
See our potential and encourage every bit of love.
Remind me day after day that love is you.
He's something like.
He would know how to make me laugh,
Hold my hand,
Annoy me but only to get my attention and know when to stop,
Never call me out my name,
Kiss me anywhere,
Tell me how much he loves me, if he really does,
Give me what I deserve,
Show me what he has to offer,
He would think it's cute how jealous I am, knowing I'm selfish ans just want him all to myself,
He would never lie to me no matter what the circumstances were,
Encourage me, never put me down,
Be there when I needed him,
Make sure we kissed and made up after every fight,
Never want to see me cry, only tears of joy,
Understand he's not the only who sees beauty in me and expect other men to want me,
Introduce me to his parents,
Never afraid to show his love and affection around his friends,
He would be my best friend and I would be his,
He would understand my feelings and respect them,
Respect and honor my morals and values,
Brag about me to his friends,
Open my door and pull my chair out,
Still think I'm beautiful/sexy when all the superficial beauty is gone,
Rub my feet, no matter how ugly he thought they were,
He would hold me and never want to let go,
He would be proud to tell any female he has a girlfriend(me),
Leave me little cute notes/texts/comments/messages when he misses me,
Send me flowers for no reason,
Be the man I need him to be,
Admit his wrongs,
He would know pride doesnt help, it only hurts,
Be hisself with me,
Accept me for everything I am and everything I'm not,
He would know I'm not like other girls,
He wouldnt be afraid to please me,
He would take me as his Queen and uphold me as one,
He would understand the things in my past that left its mark on me,
Be willing to compromise and ready to sacrifice,
I would be the pride in his heart,
I would always have a place in his heart,
He would know exactly why he is with me,
He would think I'm his reason to be a better man,
He would help me grow into the person I need to be,
Even through all the complications we will go through he will still want to stick around knowing I'm the one,
And he couldnt see what anyone could see in anyone else but ;)
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